Thursday, June 9, 2011

True Love of Mine

The clouds are falling farther from this earth, and the stars are drifting closer.
This feeling in my heart only hurts.
When I reach out to you I get burned.
So, I stare into the heavens.
Watch them turn.
I try so hard to find a way to make you see..
The truth revealed through me.
The sky grows smaller as each star spins near.
I can't help you understand.
The clouds have disappeared.
I'm still standing here.
I've loved you all this time!
I can give life to your dreams.
Just say you'll be mine.
Let me take you away; anywhere you wish.
Make me believe you can Love me like this.
For you, I'll pull the clouds back into place and throw the stars out into space.
You have to give me reason.
Make me want to live!
You can have it all...
All I have to give.
I'll create a universe just for you, my Love.
The clouds will lay at your feet and flowers dance above.
I can paint a world for you laced with silver and gold.
The only thing I ask of you is to stay with me as we grow old.

Tuesday, May 24, 2011

I'm Just the Wind

I'm a rainbow in the dead of night.
I am that which comes to no one's sight.
When it rains I shed a tear.
Because, nobody knows I'm here.
Just like a heart I bleed.
Although, I'm never seen.
Like a fire I burn.
But, I remain unheard.
Enchanting as the dawn, still I'm stifled like a yawn.
I am that which is lost; forgotten not knowing the cost.
I am life that is missed.
Perhaps someone might reminisce, and stumble upon a memory.
But, it will be too late for me.
For I am love that is imagined;
Found only in an accidental fashion.

The Mind

Unfolding thoughts that poor out in jumbles;
Empty moments,
Time gone to waste,
Nothing left but heavy tears that fall upon a brooding face.
Permanently shackled.
Weighing greatly in my mind;
Are words of brick.
Dominating coherence,
Escape is out of reach.
Beyond intelligent;
Before insanity.
Perfectly flawed for all to see.
Questioning self expression,
To forget feelings.
Today, love is not the answer.

Leaving

I can't do this! I'm falling apart.
So very alone..
Complete me if you ever cared.
Well, that's fine.
By the time you realize I'm gone, I'll be gone.
I hope it doesn't break your heart.
But, I need you to care.
What happened to your heart?
The heart that loved me so much..
I used to be your baby!
God, save me.
Here we go, we're completely incomplete.
I only tried to love you, to give you everything, to take you away.
I'd take you anywhere.
You're part of me.
I'll take you away from it all;
Away with me.
Take me, keep me.
My heart stopped beating.
You're the reason I'm still bleeding.

Fate

Our lives were meant to be combined.
But I have something you'll never find.
A secret deep in the core of my heart;
Beyond locked doors that cannot part.
Although, someone was once there, nobody else knows just where.
He is why we could never be.
He has stolen my love from me.
And you wont attempt a rescue.
So, there's nothing I can do.
It must be fate that my heart he should take.
My love for you has been claimed as his own.
I was made for you, but to be his is all I know.

A Poem For Love That Changes


I forget about you all the time
But once in a while you cross my mind
You remind me of the times we shared
Started out callin you my Boobear
I found out what I wanted from you but it's too late
Because, it changed with each memory we made

So, I had to move on
I think I'm finally where I belong
Still....forgettin you doesn't ever last
to me you should be nothing more than the past
I wanted to say "Baby, stay with me!"
But, I know it wasn't meant to be

So, I ignored you everyday
Hope you know I wasn't playin games
Where do we go from here?
I push you away with my words, though I long to pull you near!
And when I see you in my dreams..
It gets so hard to sleep

I tell myself that you're nothing
But, it's clear that to me you're really somethin
I took your number out of my phone
So I'd have to leave you alone

But, it never helped enough
Nothing can take away my Love!
Now, sometimes I wish I never met you
'Cause it's so hard to forget you

Robert E.

Do you think of me when you look up at the stars?
Remember laying next to me between the cars.
I'm like,"That's the north star right?"
You say," Naw, that's a satellite."
Always had me hyped.
That was us playing in the dark all night.
I'm sorry that I kept you out.
But, you were all I was about.
Now, we've drifted apart.
Don't hardly know who you are.
I walk past you in the hall like you mean nothin' at all.
But, we used to be tight.
Like I've known you my whole life.
Something just ain't right.
'Cause I'm thinking who's on your mind;
Knowing you were on mine.
Kissing you came natural, it wasn't something I had to get used to.
Being in your arms is all I wanted to do.
So, tell me, what's up with you?
How could you let something this good slip away?
Do you think of me when our song plays?